So. Today is Pay Day, and I got a bit extra for working extra hours...which I wasn't supposed to do.
But it was by accident lol But regardless, I'm using that extra money to do something nice for myself. I got the bills all paid, and contacts (FINALLY) ordered. So I'm going to go do some mad shopping at Davids Tea, get some yarn...and a teapot and milk frother from Target...and use my employee discount
Look at me getting wild
Speaking of yarn. I have NOT forgotten about my project. I just need to wait until I get my grant from Dalhousie, and use the leftover money to buy yarn in bulk. I've been using my paychecks as of recent to take care of bills and other things that needed to be paid so I didn't have the ability to spend money on yarn. But I should be getting the grant either at the end of this month or early next month. I apologize for taking SO freaking long.
That grant will be going towards the yarn for the first few people for projects, as well as stationary and whatnot to start sending letters out as well...and misc other stuff like more tea, stuff from Lush, and a Chicago Bears (Forte) hoodie. :3 I don't really spend big, but I like a few key things in my life. Oh, and probably putting money down for a video game pre-order or two. Most of it I'm saving for Black Friday cause I have my eyes on a pair of Bose bluetooth headphones.
Today is a slightly better day than the last week has been. It shouldn't be considering how poorly I have been feeling about aspects of my life. I hate that doing the right thing can hurt so badly sometimes. But I'm taking the non-selfish route for once, and doing what is right for someone else...because they need it, even if I have to be upset for a bit in doing so. I think that's a sign of growing up. I do what I do because I care, and want the best for this person. I can only hope that it pays off for both of us in the future.
I hope you guys are doing well today. I appreciate the kind words as of late. I think I need to take this time to be good to myself. Even if it is as simple as yummy tea, NCIS marathons, and knitting. Or spending time with my roomie. The next bit will be emotionally rough for me, but I think I can feasibly handle it if I try to keep in good spirits and surround myself with things that I enjoy. Like you guys.
Update: Side still hurts. I wasted 8 bucks on a prescription for Tylenol 3 that doesn't work -_- I'm probably going back to the ER Sunday night, to which I'll be VERY pissed because I didn't think it would work anyway.
You're all awesome.