I am always late xD;;; I'm 260 pages late in saying YAY 20,000 page views Yay...even though I haven't had ANY time to post the poems I have been working on. I have four clubs I'm involved in an 18 semester credit hours to contend with...and marching band xD; Also I think I have pink eye and my health sucks... SO, I can't say when my poems WILL be up...hopefully soon once the hectic activity dies down in a few weeks. *sighs* Living in Corbin has been the best change I think I could have made. Everyone is some sort of performance art major OR just enjoys it otherwise. The people on my floor, including both RA's are so funny...and just amazing people overall. I haven't had this much fun since I got to WIU in terms of where I lived. So yeah, it's going to be the best year yet My room looks pretty sweet too...once I have it cleaned and settled pics will be up. This is rather delayed but I had the BEST time having Paul visit me After having him here, I KNOW for a fact that he's the one I'm meant to be with. So, I feel considerably lucky that I know that fact since many do not get the chance to. Though...I miss him terribly but i anticipate visiting him and his family in the upcoming summertime Until then I will settle for what I have Other than THAT...I'd just like to thank everyone who have come to my page for whatever reason Oh...one final Note. The Zune HD kicks so much ipod ass, it's not even funny. That is all ~ThunderCunt~


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Wooooot. It was brought to my Attention by kristin that I never notice when I hit the next portion of my pageviews xD; Which is entirely true *cough* BUT that isn't important. I would like to thank those who actually come to my page...and take the time to view my work (If you really do). If you haven't done so, you should check out the latest work I have done (Not the wordspill...I didn't care for it too much). I'm hoping to get people to comment and give feedback on my work more so than just staring at it On another note, 13 days Until paul visits I will be posting three poems within the next few weeks SO be on the look out~ Looking forward to hitting 20,000~


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I got to 18,000 page views...well I realized it 70 page views later but that's alright I would like to thank those that have come to my page and have read my poetry. I know I haven't been updating as much but I have been insanely busy and tired lol But I did manage to write something I really like and would like for anyone who can read (and have a bit of interest in poetical pieces of course) to read my latest poem (though two more are on the way) [link] <--. Anyway, thanks for the page views

On another note I have been working for about 12 days thus far. I had been WISHING for a god damn job and I'm so glad I have it. I'm glad I'm good at multi-tasking because trying to work the register, do the lottery and work the floor (food, etc) it can try your patience since people are very stupid I've made quite a bit in such a short amount of time and I have no doubt I can get all the things that I want by the end of the summer. It's a big deal for me since It's something I had been trying to do for so long, so I'm very proud with myself The people I work with couldn't be nicer and more helpful so I'm very happy with how this summer is working out. I have also been keeping with my to-do list in terms of the books and movies portion. I haven't been able to travel necessarily but I AM going to the Taste of Chicago tomorrow with some friends (one of which I haven't seen since high school) so I am delighted that I can at least see the outdoors when I'm not going or coming from work.

It is ALSO my sincerest joy to announce (and I will announce this often I'm sure) that in ...50 days, 0 hours, 38 minutes and something odd seconds (at least as I'm writing this journal) Paul aka usedlotofhell/Demonhellnoire will be visiting me for about three weeks while I'm up at school. I am incredibly excited and await seeing how it feels for your patience to pay off and how it feels to be physically near someone you have grown an emotional attachment to...and love unconditionally. SO, that will the one big thing that I can say is going my way.

In the mean time, I will try to: enjoy my summer, work hard, make money and buy nice shit. ~ThunderCunt~


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I'll find out this week if I will be getting that job/when I will start working so I'm crossing my fingers. I'm VERY happy to say that the poem I have been working on with another deviant is almost done and will be getting out very soon. Among other things I have been keeping busy with reading, movies, etc so boredom hasn't slipped in. I JUST realized that tomorrow is June 1, and I now have two months and a couple of weeks before Paul comes to see me at school I am extremely excited to have him here and prove that "internet" relationships can work. It has worked for three years effortlessly and him being here will make it even more solid I hope that I will be able to see a few people I haven't seen in awhile in the course of the summer...doubting but It could happen I just want this summer to go for me. I have been having thoughts about my future in terms of graduate school...the process for that will start as soon as Junior year gets here...(can't believe I'll be a junior in College soon) and that makes me worried about my capability to get in etc. I just have to do my best and keep back ups in mind I suppose. Other than that, that's all I can say for now. Oh as a last note, a very good friend of mine (and previous roommie) posted her Memoir on deviantart and she's relatively new so I'm posting it HERE and recommending everyone take a look at it and read I'd greatly appreciate it as would she. <---I thank you in advance for this favor ~Medo~

So I don't know when I got to 17,000 pageviews...but I did Thanks to all who have gone to my page and have read the poems I have written. This week I will be finishing the collaboration poem with another deviant and will have that up next week at the latest. In other news...I have completed my second year of College My grades came in and I got a B and the rest were A's. So My GPA stills stands at 3.4 which is good, but not great imo...so I'm shooting for straight A's next semester which I know I can do. I have done it before But yeah, all the hours (multiple hours) and hard work I put into this semester and year overall did pay off and I'm quite proud of what I did For those I know, at my school, who DIDNT do so well...sucks to be you Making excuses doesn't mean shit, work harder or go home that's all I'll say about that. I made a list of goals I want to get through this summer...in my attempt to having a bore-free summer. For the most part it entails watching at least 50 movies (I'll probably watch around 100) and read the list of books I came up with (with the help of Paul and Kristin). So far I'm on my way and haven't had a idle, boring day yet. It might not have been that long, but last summer I was bored within the few 3 days of being home so I'm on the right track . I hope to get a job this summer and I have one connection, and the other is a bit promising but I'll have to see. If not, I know I will be doing an assload of volunteering at various places so I can take up time. I just really want this summer to be productive so it'll fly by...because on August 18th, 2009 Paul will be visiting and I want August to get here ASAP I think that's enough rambling for now. <3 Kbye